Overwhelmed... but in a Good Way
I might just tear my head off if one more person asks me about my plans after graduation.
The idea of graduating is scary enough; I doubt I need everyone around me to keep reinforcing that I apparently have no clue what I want to do or how I am going to move forward. For instance, whenever I find myself overthinking about what my next step might be, I start to feel sad and say things like:
Why dont I know what I want to do?
Why isn't it as easy for me as it is for the rest of my peers?
Why am I not getting the same opportunities as everyone else?
These questions aren't helping either and usually leads me to thoughts like these plaguing my mind constantly. However, what I have realized is that regardless of the overwhelming questions and the looming idea that is, life after graduation... one thing is sure. I am graduating, and to whatever comes next, I am sure I can handle you...be it the workforce or graduate school or even law school.
So yes, yes I am overwhelmed, and sometimes I might have a couple of panic attacks, but I am also excited and nervous and hopeful for the emotional rollercoaster that 2018 is about to be. So cheers to new milestones and new adventures.
The Odd Girl
P.S if you have any advice for this odd girl, please leave a comment below and make sure to like this post if you want some more personal writing like this!